Struggling today

I am struggling today.

I am so angry and frustrated that I am having a hard time finding the positive and the good. I have ranted and raved to Matt. It did no good. I ranted and raved to some of my friends. It did no good. I talked to DD since what made me so angry affects her. It did no good. I am still angry.

Wait, there it is. The positive for today. I did not have to leave the house tonight to go to a meeting. I chose to stay home and watch the Orange Bowl. I would rather watch football any day than deal with these people and the issues that surround them. I will be better by next month and be back there again I am sure. For tonight I am going to enjoy my hot cocoa, crab-corn chowder and football.